I want to start designing again.
Like actually take some time out of the day to sit at my desk and create pretty things with my mouse. I find that once you start the typical “work life,” you lose sight of yourself because you are so routined into waking up, going to work, coming back home, and finally sleeping. I don’t remember a time these past 6 months where I was able to have some “me time” and do what I wanted to do. I’ve been so focused on well, figuring out life.
Nevertheless, I’ve learned a lot these past 6 months. There was a point where I hit rock-bottom in my life and I basically lost my whole self esteem. (I don’t ever EVER want to go through that sh*t again) I’ve learned that there are many MANY types of people out there who will say one thing to you but really mean something else and screw you over. It’s a real slap in the face. I’ve realized what kind of people I do want in my life and the people I’ve definitely want to kick out. It’s been a long, hard lesson, haha. :)
I’m ready to start anew. I’m starting my new internship on Tuesday and I’m excited to meet my new leaders and peers. I’m going to focus these next 6 months on bettering myself and being “me” again.
I’m also ready to come back home in June.
