Why did I choose to be a designer?
JOB MARKET IS SO HARD AND COMPETITIVE! GAHHHHHHHH. I’m looking at other people’s portfolios and I wanna cry.
Oh, and my online portfolio isn’t working right now because I forgot to renew my domain last month. :( Now Go Daddy says I must pay up $80 to keep my website and I gotz no moneyz.
Should I… pay $80 to keep kat-chan.com? Or $20 for a new domain name? I’m pretty attached to “kat-chan” though. =\
I need constant communication.
I need reassurance in my life that people will be there to stay in contact with me. I hate the feeling of being left alone, ignored, or left hanging. And I really wish people would understand that it’s not just me being needy, but I really want someone that will always be there for me. That’s why I am very uncomfortable when people don’t respond. I feel ignored, unimportant, insecure, and lonely.
2010-2011 Unlucky time for me?
- tore my ACL on my right knee (~Dec)
- severe upper back pain, to the point that I was bedridden (~April)
- horrible toothache near my wisdom teeth to the point that I have a migraine (NOW), can’t eat anything solid right now
C’mon 2011, keep it coming. You haven’t given me hell yet.
I’m not really superstitious, but I’m the year of the Rabbit… and this is SUPPOSED to be my lucky year. Just saying.